segunda-feira, 11 de agosto de 2008

Hey, do you want to talk about my life?


"Clara, wake up, wake up, your aunt is here, but I ask you to be good with her, please."

I like family. Yes, I do but the problem is who I call family. I love my parents and brothers. My dad is always calm and he doesn´t put his finger on my business. My mom is cool but she could be less dramatic. I hate drama. My brothers also are cool, We don´t interfere about life of each other. I don´t impose my point of view and I believe We are enough.
However I have an aunt who I really don´t feel good. Everytime she comes here she wants to put her advice by force. She has solution to problem of everyone even if you don´t want it.I am polite to try to lie but if she looks at my face she can see I hate her presence at my home. It was ok anyway..
So We set the table to have a breakfast when my mom started talking about my travel to the US. Well, She knows I dont like my life on show to people I don´t care about. I am a good person and I CAN hear your advice but please, NEVER try to IMPOSE THEM or you will know my other face (a bad face) and my mom knew I am clear enough to say what I think about her. It was what happened yesterday...
She has poison like a snake. She started talking to my dad that he must not allow me doing what i want because i still was his daugter and my dad there was no right about me anymore..(She has a daugter who is 29 and she dont have nothing in her life, poor cousin! 29 and asking for money to go out.I sorry for my cousin.) At this moment I was starting to get really mad.
Let me say that when I decided to be flight attendant she said I was crazy and my mom could make me give up about my dream. When I entered college to Languages she said: "Oh, my! Why not Medicine? She is so smart to study Languages!"

But talking about yesterday when she kept talking that I could have a really bad time in the US, I was Brazilian and they could not like me for that reason...oh my God, I forgot all patience I had and I sit up of the table and said: "Hey, I don´t want you to give me advice. DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY LIFE? WHAT ABOUT TO PAY MY DEBTS, do you want too? I have some coming soon! Forget me."
My mom was shy and asking me to apologize but she knew who I am. I hate people who gives attention to my mom when she is making her dramas."Oh, my daughter..She will live so far away from me. I will die missing her. I will never see my princess again..." Ugggg, it makes me sick.
(Hey, hello, I will not die, I will just travel for a while! I am an adult and I live by my own! I send you a SMS, STOP BEING SO DRAMATIC!)
Everytime this snake comes at our house what was peace can change in two minutes. Of course, she does not talk only about me, she talks about everyone she can. By the way she stayed all the day here and my brother did not let his bedroom because he does not like her same. Only my dad does. Oh my I can´t stand her!
After what she said my dad was thoughtful and later he asked a lot of silly things and I was angry with my mom. Good job, snake! Congratulations!
Forgive me God, but if I had an other chance I would say the same thing.

There is a good thing about it: She will take a long time to come here again, of course, till she has a new gossip to tell us.

Um comentário:

Anônimo disse...

Clara! Olá! Sou um 'ilustre' desconhecido que chegou ao seu diário virtual ao acaso... muito bom! Adorei mesmo. Li alguns posts e bom... me identifiquei com tanta coisa. Palavras verdadeiras, sentimentos nus, auto-expressão... tudo de forma simples e tão cativante. Também nasci para voar e vivo no mundo das Letras... adorável né! [Risos]... no mais... já disse... adorei seu blog... abraço forte aqui das serras de Minas para você dessa terra linda que eu amooooooo! ;) LeO!